at what price?

so my new place where i recently moved to…we have to pay electricity..gas..and water separetly…which sucks azzzzzzz….

my dad in order to save money he decides not to turn on the heater that much. The winters in Maryland are very cold coldest it gets is about 17 degrees F …and now it caught up with me…im sick. i have a runny nose…my head kinda hurts…and the worst hasn’t happened yet. i really hope i dont get any sicker. luckily i have a small heater in my room.

but dam this is the price we have to pay to save money? sacrificing our health.  this is bs.

first snow of the winter

^my picture i took  and edited

12/5/2009 was the officially first snow fall of the winter. I actually AMAZED that it snowed…last year the weather fucks were always like its gonna snow its gonna snow and it never did >.> so when i heard it was gonna snow i laughed it but it actually snowed.

Theres something soo beautiful…and magnificent about snow falling. How the trees get hugged in a cloak of fluffy white marshmallow looking stuff…how each snnow flake that falls seems sooo magical. i just love standing in front of the window and watch the snow fall…

I showed my picture to cali oppa <3 since in cali it doesn’t snow its always warm. and he was amazed he was like omg what a beautiful shot. i was sooo happy he liked it ALOT…he kept going how beautiful…amazing….it was…. i always get happy when anyone likes my pictures.

i really hope more snow falls i want to take more pictures…i love taking pictures i dont want to be a photographer since im pretty embarassed at my shots…idk why….i get all red when someone on flickr looks threw my photography i don’t think im good enough.

time is going by sooo fast…im running out of it…

i had a looong conversation with cali guy about the future. mostly about me…he kinda lectured me lol i dont like hearing it since i hear it from my mom and dad constantly. BUT how he talked to me it wasn’t yelling or scolding…he was just like you are 22 you have to think about your future. set some goals. you should really go back to school..find something your passionate about. hes right. i really need to take the first steps to going back to school. bye fall of next year i will try my best to go back to school. FIRST i  have to pay off all my debt…thats the only thing holding me back so summer i have to work hard. *great*

but yeah three more weeks and i see u!!! hes really excited..i hope it snows when he comes it would be special he hasn’t seen snow since he was in south korea and that was like when he was in elem school looong time ago. so it be nice if he saw snow and we can have snow ball fights and build a snow men cant wait ^-^