Benihana

at benihana..watching my food get cooked

^thats my picture i took (click on it to go to my flickr account)

me and my sis had gone to a restaurant on Saturday to celebrate my EX best friends birthday. it was really awkward me and my sis sat on the other side of the table…and she sat with her family n friend on the other side. talk about awkward. but yeah we went to a Japanese restaurant….but i didnt see no Japanese people lulz i know im not in japan it was in DC so i didn’t expect there to be any Asians (darn it lulz)

it was really fun though the guy that was cooking our food was a spanish guy older…n he was really funny and very entertaining. i remeber we had gone to this restuarant for 2004 prom….and it was just as i rememberd…my sister didnt remeber it at all lulz. so we watched our food get cooked and it was delicious!!! nomnomnom i had fried rice…shrimp…and feliet minon omg i forgot how good steaked tastes since my mom doesnt buy red meat at home rarely only SOMETIMES cuz she thinks its bad for us okay mom whatever u say. my mouth had a orgasm all over the place i was like yumm osssshiiiii!!

than after wards we were SUPPOSE to go to the club but my sister got lost in dc and its IMPOSSIBLE to find parking in DC unless you pay for parking in the garage but we had a tour of DC lulz it was sooo pretty omg i didnt know there were parts of dc that were amazing n we passed by the capitol and the needle didnt see the white house but i saw it from faaar away >.> there was this street where the trees were decorated in white lights where all the expensive stores are Dior..LV…etc i was like WOOOOW so ppprrreeetttyy!! it would be nice to just hold hands with someone and walk down the street so beautiful. but yeah we got lost and my friend kinda ditched us that was fucked up so me and my sis just went home..we were like fuck it man. on the way home we were just talking…i was like imagine if we still lived in LA how our lifes would be….she was like yeah it would be sooooo different..in my mind i was like i know id be happy i wouldnt be so depressed like how i am now…but oneday i want to move back and i will. when the time is right. and we just talked about other stuff…and it wasn’t so bad..expensive azz food >.< a tour of dc and a chat. ^-^

Moving is a BITCH

So on saturday i woke up early azz hell like around 8 am to finish packing and get ready to start moving. So as soon as i get up i get dressed n start packing without eating anything >.> there wasn’t anything at home so i was like FFUUUU!!

it was going pretty good the whole day. since my dad wasnt home he was working so it was quite n smooth…unlike other times where hes just yelling n yelling. well that only lasted for awhile. My dad came around 5 in the afternoon when he got out of work to pick up me n my mom n lil sis. we still hadnt taken something so we were gonna take it in his car. i didn’t realize how much things they were. they could of gone in the moving truck and my dad was pissed azz hell. When my dad gets mad he gets MAD and he was just throwing everything n he made a huge mess in the lobby broken glass everyone….n ppl where  just stareing hard. i never seen my dad that pissed off.

i was stressing sooo hard. i seriously felt like i was going to pass out…all the yelling my dad was doing..what he was saying….my eyes just started to swell up and i wanted to cry…and i just started walking in the parking lot in the dark and i felt like i was going to faint. but somehow i calmed myself down. but than when he left….since there was no more room in the car me n my lil sis stayed back….my older sis wasnt answering her phone n we were stranded i kept calling n calling…NO ANSWER…..so i just broke down n cried. i was in the stair well crying my eyes out….i feel embarassed crying in front of my lil sis but i couldn’t help it. n i was texting people to talk to someone anyone..but no one answered. i was like fuck. thats how u cunts feel…well fuck u bitches than….i was just crying forawhile…..i just couldn’t deal with it….i was texting this guy…this korean guy i ve known forawhile but mothafucker i dont need to be hearing this shit now…he was like hey if u dont like ur life be independant….dude i know this shit. im already working towards that…i just need someone to listen to me not tell me bull shit i already know fucker. but eventually my sis called back and she picked us up…and the guy im talking to i was talking to him on the phone he made me feel better…he was asleep >.> ahole.

now im at my new place much farther from my job…but it isn’t soo bad….i hated unpacking i was feeling stressed again…but somehow calmed myself down. i dont know wtf is wrong with me lately i never been like this. i’ve always gotten stressed but not to the point that i feel like passing out..it scares me =/

i wanted to write more into depth about my weekend but im too lazy now =P