lesson.

i think i have learned alot in the past two weeks…about heart break and pain. One second its a hig a high so amazing feeling loved feeling like somewhere cares about you but once its gone it hurts.  it hurts so much you feel so empty inside. this cycle keeps repeating over and over again. with a different person or again with the same person. its tiring. its painful. but what i’ve learned from all of this is after the heart break you become stronger. you gain this wall inside of your heart. you protect yourself. you refuse to let yourself fall victim to that moment again. to where you’re crying your eyes  out screaming in pain. you refuse to fall back there.

lesson learned.

im most likely going to keep repeating this lesson over and over again. until i become a rock until i become so strong not even metal can melt through. im scared when that day comes. im scared that i might be so cold so emotionless that i will end up hurting other people. i don’t want to hurt anyone i know how it feels. i just don’t want to end up like that. but i need to protect to myself. i don’t want to hurt inside anymore.

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