crying.
September 3, 2010
sometimes i just want to cry. im so embarassed to admit it. but i like crying. it helps me feel better. it helps me let go of this heart break.
today i took another nap and i had another dream with you. i can’t seem to remember my dream. all i remember was waking up and thought you were still in my life. laid in my bed looked at my phone again realized…you are gone. i need to accept this and move on hes gone.
im trying to supress it. im trying not to cry. im trying to be strong.
im not strong.
im very weak…very emotional. crying…makes me feel better. when i don’t cry and hold it back i have break downs. maybe not tomorrow or next week…but maybe next month….it will hit me. when it hits me it hits hard.
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