how do you deal?
September 2, 2010
with getting your heartbroken.
all week all i have been doing is listening to sad songs..most of the time im okay but once i just sit there…not doing anything my thoughts begin to race…so many thoughts…everything you told me. im still upset i deleted your texts off my phone by accident. i didn’t wanna do that i wanted to look back at them….because they made me smile.
i remember how you told me i love how you are you’re body everything. no one has really ever told me that…i’ve always had issues with my body and when you finally told me you loved it i was really happy. i felt so good…that finally someone likes me for me…doesn’t tell me to work out do exercise or any of that crap. i was so happy.
now how do i get over it. how do i get over of three years of wanting you wanting to be with you. now i know it won’t ever happen now…me and you wont happen and it hurts. all i do is think about you with someone else…you being happy with someone else…getting married..having kids. i hope we lose contact with each other. but i really doubt thats going to happen im gonna wanna know how you are im gonna im you…text…or email. i don’t know if i can ever let go.
but i know i can supress it. i can cry my eyes out and eventually get tired of it. eventually my wound will patch up but it will still be there.
how can i deal with this pain.
